i could be a mom any day now....and on tuesday we will find out if i'm going to be induced....who would've thought a year ago i would be typing this, not me. but i'm so happy with my life and the man i chose to spend the rest of it with. Gwendolyn Michelle Fish will be gracing us with her presence any time now...thats awesome!

So my birthday is may 7th...mothers day is may 10th....it means a little more now that i am going to be a mother...my belly is coming along quite nicely i might add.

oh the things that have conspired in my life in the last month amaze even me....I have a wonderful man who loves me and who i love... i couldn't ask for anymore than what i have and i'm very hopeful for the future and what it has to hold. i know it's not been very long but i have such a connection with him and i can't imagine my life and what it could be with out him, nor would i want to. oh well, updates to come and i'll be on here much more. not as much bullshit as blogging on the dredded myspace.

miss my lj peeps and my kincaid sis's...

Love ya'll
Erin~

mood: loved

i am at a total loss.

mood: drained

wednesday----
work
6pm nail appointment
go to Tara's and make signs for the Kincaid encampment
go to teresa's and sew

Thursday
7:15am dentist appointment
work
6pm eye brow wax appointment
sewing over at teresa's

Friday-
sewing over at teresa's all day.
6pm rehearsal dinner for sisters wedding
7pm dinner for the rehearsal for sisters wedding

saturday-
get to reception hall at 12noon
ride to the church
hair appointment 1pm
make up to follow
3pm pictures
4:30 wedding
5:00 reception
sleep at some point

sunday-
wake up at 6:30am.
shower
get to teresa's at 7am
leave to get to the faire site before 7:45
faire day from 8-6:30---come home and die

location: work mood: full music: some hearts, Carrie underwood tags: faire, weddings

until my sisters wedding and the opening of Sarasota Medieval Faire.

i feel gross, and over tired. but i wont have any chance to rest until after the weekend. my candle is lit at both ends and rapidly approaching the middle. not sure how much more i can handle at this point.

location: work mood: exhausted

ok, so my theory remains...when i get married i'm having something very small. i hate the big weddings, sure they're nice to look at and all that jazz. but the stress, even being in the f-ing bridal party is too much. and thank goodness i'm not getting married anytime soon. i'm just done with the whole bloody wedding thing. *yawn*

and the fact that i'm missing a day at festival is pissing me off too. dont people realize that i have important stuff to do. (my sisters wedding falls on the 1st day of the Sarasota medieval faire.... and i'm not to pleased with missing a day of show. i've never missed a day ever. and grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr)


not to mention it's been 4 weeks since Rex died and it still sucks.

location: work mood: irritated tags: weddings

R.I.P Rex"Rexy" Wilson
Current mood: lonely
Category: Pets and Animals


i can't type much,

but i just wanted you to know that i love you and will miss you soo much and i know you're in a better place now. and you're not in pain. it would've been self-fish for me to keep you here and watch you suffer. The Vet did everything he could.

you've been nothing but awesome the four years we got to spend together. and i will cherish every moment.

I Love you with all of my heart, my heart is broken.....
*Meow*
You were always the bad ass kitty!

Rex
oct 5th 2003- October 2nd 2007 @ 6:40pm
May you always be with me.

mood: crushed

he's been very lathargic lately, and not eating. so i'm taking him to the vet today. hopefully it's something that is fixable. i dont want to lose another pet. especially this time of year.

Manifesting or characterized by unusually early development or maturity, especially in mental aptitude.

my grandmother used this word to describe me today. she said when i was little(ever since i was 5 years old) i've been precocious, i think it's cool. Her Birthday was yesterday, she's now 83 years old and all thats "wrong" with her, is a few aches and pains here and there. that and she's legally blind now...lol


I love her. and told her she wasn't allowed to go anywhere.
she said she wasn't going anywhere untill after she saw the last of her grand-baby's get married.(that would be me). so i figure i have at least 5 more years.after i get out of nursing school.

mood: creative

be babysitting today again then be at work.

mood: crazy

and in the process of having the baby....

water broke at 1:45....baby will be along anytime now hopefully!!

will keep ya'll posted

Love ya

it was such a nice trip. i would go back in a heart beat. got to hang out with Paul, Chris, Dean, Shannon, new friends Stephanie, jeff, heather and Ian.

would go back in a heart beat though. anywhere but florida, but i have a while before i get out of this lovely state...argh.

my mind set's been a little off lately, not sure why though. i'm sure i'll figure it out at some point, a lot of people around me are going thru shit and i hope it gets better for them, looking at what they're going thru and my probs, mine are very insignificant compared to. but oh well. everyone's got something they'd wish was different.

the past couple nights i've been craving breakfast foods....weird...but yummy.(just my random thought of the day...lol)

*but on a positive note...i'll be debt free in 20 months..i know it seems like forever, but it'll go by quick!*
well, i'm off to bed. good night.

*i'm going to give a better update about the KCRF(Kansas renfaire) at a later date*

mood: contemplative music: Freddie M.....

lots to do before we leave...gotta figure out what i'm taking...since we'll be camping, i'm not taking much.
but other than that.

then outta here... at a cheaper ticket than i thought too!!

erin's excited!!

sorry i'll be missing the gaming session on saturday....don't kill me please.

location: work mood: tired music: Buckcherry "Sorry"

then me and mrs. bowden are off to Kansas!! and yes, i know it's weird being excited about going to kansas of all places...lol

i'm soo freaking excited!!! it's like a mini-vacation...we're leaving on friday after i get out of work and flying back on monday sometime...not sure when.

finished making my favor. it's so pretty. can't wait to give it.

Teresa's baby shower went awesome, 2 games, lots of food, lots of catching up with people which was also nice,



mm.....i just want to go already... well, i'm going to go sleep now....yay for no work tomorrow~~ i love holidays!!

location: home..... mood: excited music: Freddie M.....

We're going on the 7th-10th to Kansas City!!! i'm soo freaking excited!!


so Tara, that means you'll have Becky all to your self that weekend to work on the fight....lol


i've already set aside the $ for the ticket, now i need to figure out how much money i'm going to need for the weekend. hmm...

i get to go camping......hehe..

mood: crazy